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Happy defining moments in life xxx

Happy defining moments in life xxx

I often think back on my career and even my personal life, and I can very clearly point out a defining moment in my life. I am sure everyone can.
I know the moment that I knew Andy and I would be together.
I know the moments when I decided on something that changed my career completely, 4 times so far in my work life.
I know the moments that friendships changed, to be stronger and better, or over and forgotten.

I know the exact moments that have defined my life, which in turn changed my life completely. And when I look back on them now … they were the best thing that ever happened to me.

I am going through one of these times right now.
And funny thing is that for about 4 months I have been expecting it, almost like I knew it was going to happen, but I didn’t know what would happen.  It has just been building and growing, and wham it is here.  Usually I only know it was a defining moment when I am out of it and things have changed and I look back and think, shu, that was something for me.  This time I knew it. And because of this I am managing it slightly differently to usual.  Maybe because I am a little older and wiser about me, and how I am, and what I do in certain instances … and I am definitely not through yet, not by any means … but I am working with it to make sure it is one amazing defining moment for me.

I am not going to tell you all that is happening at the moment, not until I work out certain things, but I can say that that it involves lightening, over promising, vomiting, fighting, stories, disappointment, and bullying.  All things that I am either scared of, or absolutely hate.

The other thing I can say is that as hard as these “moments” sometimes are, I know that once I get over the emotional part, I will be stronger for it, and in a much better place.
I know that I will have a new view on certain aspects in my life – my career, people in my day to day surroundings, what I will accept and not, where I will point my true north to next, and my next chapter.

At the moment I am quiet, I am slowing down, and just reflecting … and that is what I need to do and be to make sure it is right for me, and that my next chapter is the perfect journey for me.
And to be honest, as emotional as I feel right now, I am excited.

xoxo

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